My mom keeps cutting out ads in the paper for me, which is nice of her but i'm just not that interested. I mean i do wanna get a job and all but at the same time i really don't. I just wanna go out and have fun with my friends, spend money, and not have to worry about anything. I don't know some people call me a dreamer, they think i have these crazy unattainable dreams and i should be more realistic. But Fuck. If i can't live my life the way i want to, and believe all my dreams can come true, i don't think i want to live at all. Like if i could suddenly see the future, and i found out that i'll never be rich and famous, i wouldn't see any point to anything. I don't know i feel like my dreams are all i have, and i really believe in them. And that's what keeps me going in the world. On the way home from the club last night, i decided to walk, and halfway to my house these guys in a hummer stopped me for directions, so i gave them, and then one guy was like so are you cold? And i'm like yeah, and he's like okay well get in the car we'll take you home. So i guess i was a little wary but i thought fuck it man i'm cold. Plus it's a Hummer! So we talked a bit and they were all really nice. There were 3 of them. And the one main guy says to me you must've been really cold out there how come you don't have gloves? And i'm like oh i don't know i'm used to the cold. So he's like you should really have gloves. How much do you think a nice pair of gloves cost? So i'm like oh i don't know maybe 20$, and he's like alright well here's 20 bucks, i want you to have some nice gloves, and he takes out a 20! So i refused to take it, but he insisted for a long time, and i finally took, it, and i thanked him like 5 times, and so he's like you better buy gloves with that. Next time i see you i want to see you with a nice pair of gloves. So i promised him and all, and then they dropped me off in front of the house. He didn't get my number or anything though. I wish he had, he was pretty cute. So that's it. I'm wondering if i really should get gloves with it, because i mean i'm extremely broke these days, but i Did promise. We shall see...