FUckn winter... i have almost no energy, ever... I feel like i need to take a nap every friggin few hours to be able to function normally. I got home at like 5am, i woke up at 1pm today, now it's 7, and i can hardly type i'm so exhausted. In fact, as soon as i get off this computer i'm gonna go to bed. Is that really bad? Bah i don't care. i need to reenergize to go out tonight. Me & my friend L are going to this club where an ex "fling" of mine, and her ex boyfriend are gonna be. It should be ok i guess. I just want to look as hot as possible and be as cool as possible, so that this guy can see me and be mezmerized by my amazing hot and cool ness, and totally forget why he stopped calling me. But i doubt that would ever happen. Our ship has sailed a long time ago i think. i wouldn't want to start up anything with him again anyways, i just want him to suffer because he made me suffer. Blah whatever. i'm just so bored and blah because of winter. I can't fucking wait til spring. I'm already planning out my spring wardrobe in my head. It involves alot of leggings. Ahh, leggings. It's gonna be awesome. I just hope that by some amazing miracle of the universe that when spring shopping time rolls around, i'll have enough money to buy everything i want. neways i really need to sleep now. just for a couple hours...