Today was a childhood friend of mine's birthday. I went to dinner with him and his mom and sisters. I invited V along as well. It was pretty nice. CCG and i have been looking at apartments and the one that we're really considering is located about a block away from AH's building. Also, tomorrow we're going to visit a 4 1/2 IN his building. So i have to look super hot. All my feelings for him have pretty much disappeared though at this point. To me he's just like any other guy. I still want him to see me looking super hot though. Anyway spring is here and it is the time to meet new awesome hot guys. So that is what i am planning to do. I've already met a couple of prospects. They're not really exactly my type though. They're into punk and metal and I'm really more of a hip hop fan. But opposites attract don't they? Anyway i'm not giving up on love. I know the one is just around the corner i just need to be ready for him. XL was supposed to do something with V & i tonight and some other of his friends (NOT Johnny and AH) but he hasn't called, so i'm assuming he's ditching us and i'm gonna go rent a movie soon. Either Mansfield Park or King Kong. Maybe both. First i have to wash out the mayo i have in my hair. It really works. It moisturizes it really well... So whatever. i'm just chillin today. i'm in a pretty good relaxed mood tonight so that makes me happy.