Great so here i am, it's 11pm, i called XL this evening, he's not answering, so i called Ty as a backup, he was like yaya we'll meet up, now he just called me to cancel, so the night is fucking ruined. Saturday night. What's going on here? Usually there's not one day where i'm not going out. Now this whole weekend is shit. Whatever, i'm just so tired anyway... And i miss AH... shit. At least i have my new job to look forward to. Monday at 11. I have to get up early. Oh and also CCG just broke up with her live- in bf, so now we're probly gonna be moving in together. I'm really excited in a way but at the same time it feels like all this money is gonna be going to an appartment when i could be spending it all on clothes... wonderful clothes... arrrgh i'm in a really shitty mood right now i just wanna go sulk alone in a dark corner.