Ugh... so i was working saturday, and i called V about the wedding and to ask if i could borrow her skirt, and she was like "well, we'll be leaving there at around 1am because we have a ride, and it's pretty far, you won't be able to be there before 11:30", so i'm all "ok so what should i do, just not go?" and she's like "well i want you to come" and i said "ya i wanna go too" so i thought i should take a cab, and she said ya good idea, and so i finished at 10, and i decided i ddnt feel like taking a cab all the way, so i thought i'd take the metro, and take a cab from there, cause the metro's pretty fast anyways. So i call V once i get there because i forgot the directions, and she's like, I've been trying to call you! There's no ride for you! And i'm all what the hell! Why did you let me come all the way here???! And she's like "there's no space in the car, so there's no ride for you" and i'm like what are you talking about?? What the fuck am i supposed to do now? And she's like "i dunno what to do" and i'm like "what am i supposed to do, go home now?" and she's like "well i don't know, you can call my friends X and Y, they're playing pool tonight" and i'm like "oooookkkkaaaaayyyy" and so i actual was so desperate i called this guy, that i've met maybe twice, and so i told him my situation, stupidly, and then he's all "oh that sucks, let me call you back in 5 minutes" obviously i didn't hear from him... so i called XL, some other guys i knew, nobody was picking up or up for anything, i called V back like 3-4 times and she didn't answer, maybe she knew that it was to yell at her, and so finally, as a last resort, i called him. Yes, T of course. He was out with some friends and i said i wanted to chill and so he left his friends for me and he was there about an hour later. I thought that was really nice. On my way to his house, which was just a 15 minutes from where i was, i saw a patch of flowers. i'm not sure what kind, daisies maybe, anyway so i decided to pick one for him because i thought it was really sweet of him to meet me like that last minute. So i was waiting in front of his house, and when he showed up he came out of the car with his roommate, and so i just dropped the flower because i thought it would look really stupid giving it to him in front of his friend. Later on he went outside for some reason, and he came back with that same flower and gave it to me, i guess he found it on the step, and i smiled, and i didn't say anything. So we took an E together as we usually do and watched movies and we talked and it was amazing and i complained about V and how mad at her at was and it just felt amazing, i could tell him everything i felt and i wanted to tell him even more... and when we kiss, like, fuck... it's like fucking magic. Now i can't stop thinking about him and he was supposed to call me today and he hasn't so now i feel like shit, and on top of it i'm not really speaking to V. So it's pretty bad, but on the bright side i got offered a job at this cool clothing store downtown, so i need to call the guy tomorrow and hopefully that'll work out. I'm moving out with CCG only now for sure. We found a REALLY cheap place in a really good neighborhood but we haven't visited yet because the landlords are never reachable. I'm really excited about this, even though it might not be perfect, it's moving out, it's me on my own, and it's amazing.