Some how, i managed to lose my job. I don't even know what i did wrong. I guess the boss just had a problem with me or something. Anyways he fired me yesterday after work. So now i'm totally screwed. I wanted to go downtown today and give out CVs to clothing stores and such. But now it's already 2:30 and i just woke up cause i went clubbing last night. I also feel like shit. My self esteem has gone waaay down. I was beginning to think that i was doing a good job and getting on with my life and stuff... Of course i was probably TOO happy. And fate decided to put and end to it. I was meant to suffer i think. Anyway i still have all these spring clothes to buy still. I haven't found a spring jacket yet. But i don't even know how i'm gonna afford it... Maybe i'll ask my mom to get me one. When i told her i got fired she freaked and she said she would go over my job and talk to the boss, because she says it's wrong to just fire someone like that for no good reason. Anyway i feel like such a failure now. i don't even understand what i did to deserve getting fired. And it's not even the first time. I got fired at subway without them even Telling me.... After 1 week. Fucking people,... or is it me? Whatever i can't give up. I have to seee this as a sign that i should be doing something else. I'd love to work in a clothing store and get some discounts.