Fun night last night. We went over to V's "man friend's" house and she and the guys taught me how to play poker, texas hold'em. I lost really fast, obviously, but at least there was no money involved. Before we got there we got stoned a bit, and we were talking about guys, and there stupidness, and i said "i guess no guy's perfect, you have to kindof accept there flaws" and she said "yea but you can have certain requirements that they need to fill for them to be perfect for you." and i said "but what if you have too many requirements and no guy can live up to them" and she said "is that how it is for you?" and i said "maybe" and she said "well maybe you should prioritize, have some qualities be more important then others" and i said "yeah, that's a good idea... i dunno cause it's like as soon as i find a flaw in a guy i just totally cut him off " and she goes "well, that's crazy... that's just.... crazy." So here i am, about to create a list of requirements for my perfect man. So that when i find him, he will not escape me: My Perfect Man 1- is cute (to me, at least) 2- has a good style (similar to mine) 3- loves cuddling 4- loves kissing 5- gives me kisses and holds my hand all the time (even in public) 6- isn't serious. He loves goofing around and acting crazy and laughing. he is a goof. like me i guess. but he's still 7- manly. and sexy. And turns me on when he lifts heavy things. And 8- his arms are really sexy too. Not all big and bulky, but nice shape, toned or whatever. 9- drives 10- is fun and exciting. Unpredictable. He takes me on crazy adventures. 11- Is as smart as me. 12- cooks, because god knows i don't 13- puts up with my craziness. If i refuse to search for Anything in the fridge , that's just how it is. 14- knows how to deal with me when i'm being stubborn, bitchy, moody, annoying, childish, whiney, or selfish. 15- he knows how to take control of a situation. and he's 16- Brave. and defends my honor when necessary. 17- He thinks i'm beautiful. All the time. 18- He thinks i'm wonderful, always. 19- He loves consoling me when i'm down. 20- Respects my boundaries. 21- Trusts me 22- Is trustworthy 23- Strong 24- Sweet and caring 25- kisses my eyelids when i'm asleep.