You see what getting fired can do to a person? I lost ALL my self confidence. i was prepared to sit and sulk in my room for the rest of my life. But then my boss from the gym called and said my schedule is the same as last week's. So i was overreacting for nothing. Obviously. So it's going well. I decided that i'm just not cut out for the food industry. It's just as well; it makes me sick looking at the way food is prepared. Even at Subway. Urgh... So anyhow, i went out with V on friday to celebrate my non firing, and we got drunk beforehand, and then we didn't know where to go, so we called a bunch of guys we know who all ended up ditching us, so we finally went to some bar we'd gone to before. The owner was there and he was getting us all these extra drinks, and shooters, and by the time we left we were so fucked out of our minds it wasn't even funny. I don't even remember alot of it. We were just talking and flirting with a bunch of guys, and for some reason i decided it was a good idea to call AH, but he didn't answer, so then i called his friend who was also going out with L for a time, and we talked or whatever, and i told him i still loved L even though i didn't talk to her, and i still loved AH too,... it was all quite embarrasing. But anyway, you have to be prepared for that stuff when you're drunk i guess. So this owner drove us to my place, and he was in the car with this other guy who was trying to make out with me, and i was so out of it i let him for a few seconds until i realized what was going on, and i pushed him off me. So we got to my house, and i puked, and i woke up the next morning with the worst hangover of my life. I threw up like 4 times, and i felt like shit, i couldn't move, couldn't eat, couldn't do anything. V was fine though. And on top of it i had to work at 3. At 2 i finally got up and dragged myself to the shower. I was like 20 minutes late for work wih no make up, looking like hell, every step i made i wanted to kill myself. So i'm sitting at reception lying on my desk, wanting to die, and so the guy who works at the office that i find really really hot came in and he's all, are you feeling ok? and i'm like, i want to throw up. And he went and got me some pepto bismol, which was nice of him. Anyway so i don't know if i've mentioned him before, but there's this other guy who comes to my gym, that i've had a bit of a thing for, and so he finally asked me out yesterday. On wednesday he wants to go to this club called lodge, so i'm gonna bring v so she can meet him and tell me what she thinks. But now i'm not even sure if i like him anymore. Now that he's asked me out i kinda don't care anymore about him. Anyway we'll see i'll keep you posted.