I'm so sick. I stayed home from school today, more because I didn't finish my english homework than because I was sick. I sure payed for that. I feel horrible. I don't want to go to school tomorrow like this, but I'm sure my mom will make me go. I'll try to get out of it. I can't remember the last time i felt this bad. I never get colds. I guess every cold I've never gotten decided to gang up on me all at once. Bitches. On top of that I'm still depressed. Josh tried to make me feel better and it worked while I was reading the words but as soon as I was done reading I was back to feeling horrible. I feel like my head is going to explode. Maybe I need to go to bed. I don't know. I'm just glad there's somebody who understands what I'm going through and hasn't tried those lame lines on me.(Thanks Ashley- feel better!) I'm just waiting for this cold to go away...I hope its gone by the weekend...I wanted to have a tolerable Valentiens day...its bad enough I can't be alone with Josh. I at least want to see him and be able to kiss him without giving him a sickness. Well I guess thats all for now...I'm so glad I have some outlet to write things without having to worry about people I don't want reading it reading it. Oh yeah..don't you just love that Javey pic? I would have sex with it if it was possible.