I feel stupid and contagious

by idespair
Listening to: AFI-Sing the Sorrow
Feeling: caffeinated
Happy Birthday Davey Havok!!!! I really think I've pushed my friends away...really. I don't even know if I have anyone anymore besides Pink and Scary and Ashley. And maybe Josh...but he doesn't count. Oh well. I guess I should get used to being alone, because I don't forsee this changing anytime soon. In other news, I saw "Saw" last night, and it was great. And I went to the mall with Ashley and P+S today, and had a pretty good time. I got the new Lenore, and some nail polish, and some candles. I've been so lazy lately, it's almost disgusting. I don't know what's wrong with me. Damn, I need a boyfriend. EDIT: Even a girlfriend would work.
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Haha I need a boyfriend too.
I'm trying to work on that but this stupid other guy keeps getting in the way.
-_-

So yes.
Wow, thanks for your comments.
:D
If you ever need to talk, I'm here as always. Yeah, it is alot about control. That's what alot of ppl don't get.

Yay for Davey!
Is he 28 now?

Have a good one :)
Lol actually, that's exactly what I was going to do.
Be like, I won't be there if that annoying person is there. So maybe this will work?
I dunno.
CrazyNess.
:P
Jeez, they're getting old.
Well, not really old.
But it does seem wierd.
:O
I like your newish diary layout by the way.
XD
YAY!!! woOt .. i love davey.. hes so beautiful...
even tho they are my second favoritst st st band. lol :DDD
[Anonymous]
I want to see - Saw :D sorry..
[Anonymous]
I know what you mean. I feel like I depress everybody I know, and therefore, they don't want to hang around me. It really sucks.~~P+S
[Anonymous]
Aw,you don't need a lot of friends. Try to be happy with who you have. Maybe I should practice that first...

-Josh.
[Anonymous]
it's not a lion it's a giraff
:O
Yeah, I do need to write in here more, its just I've been really busy lately with Halo 2 and such. :P

Oh man, isn't the ending of Saw like a slap in the face?
My jaw was literally open for like 15 seconds, because I am a geek like that.
:D

Take care!
[Anonymous]
The imperfect thing is for stuff you used to do as a matter of habit. Or for backround details in a story.
:D
Does that help at all?
hey thanks! I LOVE to read and Ive read so many good books!! What kinda books do you like??
[Anonymous]
i love your layout!! hurray for davey!!
-kelsey
[Anonymous]
don.t be alone, you.re too good for that.
Oh my scucking lord. Davey havok. I celebrated his bday by totally going out to dinner. Well it was my brothers, too, but hey. Davey havok<3. You're cool
<3Katie
[Anonymous]
Yay!!
You can come ride it too!
I'll teach you XD
Yay for not hating me all the time. ;-)
UPDATE YOUR THINGAH.

-JOSHKYERAH
[Anonymous]