Goddamn, I hate SitDiary. It just erased my entry. And now I don't know what I wrote about. I may just start writing in my livejournal. I don't think I'll actually do it, because SitDiary is just so easy...and LJ is so complicated. Speaking of which, I made my diary more Halloweeny. I dunno if I'll keep it this way till Halloween or not. We'll see. Tell me what you think. But anyway. I returned to school today after a two day absence. Two days. And people asked "Where have you been???" No one seems to care when I am present, why is it such a big deal when I'm not? So I did what anyone else would do in my position. I made up a bullshit story. I was absent for two days because I was in a horrible car accident. My car crashed into a transfer truck, causing a huge explosion. My legs were blown off. I was in the hospital having prosthetics attached. In reality, I was just feeling like a suicidal pile of shit. So I took a couple days off. So shoot me. (No really. Shoot me.) I heard that some interesting things happened at school in my absence involving a certain ignorant Southern Baptist teacher and some of my good friends. I would get into that, but frankly, I'm too lazy. My friend wrote about it in her blog, but I am not going to link it without her permission. In other news, Josh and I broke up. I was rather relieved, actually. I can't take the stress. I don't think we'll be getting back together. If I start saying I'm considering it, I hope someone tells me I'm crazy. It's not that I hate being with him or anything, it is just way too stressful. Especially now. Anyway, there were a few bright spots in my otherwise dismal week. My mother bought me an AFI hoodie that I love, someone is using an LJ icon I made, and I got to spend some time alone with my mother tonight and talk without my sister sticking her nose in my business. Le sigh. That is all I have to say. Other than THANKS FOR CARING, ASSHOLES. (note: Ashley, thanks for really caring. You are not an asshole) Synesthesia-AFI Heartbreak incarnate I'm nothing if not your memories, your heartbreak, please let me be your joy and your pain Someday I will be, I'll be those common words spoken uniquely Because I may will forever be floating as you feel Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled (Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory (Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song Heartbreak incarnate I'm nothing if not your memories, your heartbreak, please let me be your joy and your pain Someday I will be, I'll be that waking warmth from a fading dream Because I will I may at best float as you feel Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled (Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory (Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song (Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory (Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song Let me be all the words, let me be all the words Let me be all the words, let me be all the words Let me be all the words echoing comfort Let me be all the words that you'd unsay Let me be all the words echoing comfort (comfort, comfort, comfort) Let me be all the words that you'd unsay (unsay, unsay, unsay) Let me be all the words echoing comfort Let me be all the words that you'd unsay Let me be all the words echoing comfort (comfort, comfort) Let me be all the words that you'd unsay (unsay, unsay, unsay) unsay, unsay, unsay EDIT: I don't think I like the halloween colors and pictures. I might change them soon. I'm too lazy at the moment.