I don't see why people feel the need to treat me like an insect. They don't know me, they don't have a right to treat me like I am less than human. The picnic, or as I like to call it, the 'freeze your ass off in a concrete room while eating macaroni salad- was a complete waste of time and gas. Al we did was play stupid games and listen to the delegation leader read off a piece of paper that we all recieved. I could have read it myself. There was no need to make me drive out two hours on a Sunday for this. Morgan couldn't even sit with me, she tried to but her father called her away. Everyone looked at me like I was some kind of freak. I didn't deserve that. Those people don't even know me. Even my mom hates them all. I went into more detail about the meeting but as the whole entry got fucked up when I tried to submit it I decided to leave some stuff out because I don't feel like typing it all out. The ride home was nice however, my mother and I listened to AFI and talked. I found out that she likes them and that she knew of them before I did because her ex boyfriend was into underground music. She even commented on how their sound has changed. It was interesting. Blah, I wish the old entry had gone through, it was much better. Ah well. Is this what you wanted? This is what you get. Turned all your lives into this shit. You never accepted or treated me fair, blame me for what I believe and I wear. You fucked yourselves and you raised these sheep The blue and the withered seeds you will reap. You never gave me a chance to be me Or even a fucking chance just to be. But I have to show you that you played a role And I will destroy you with one simple hole. The world that hates me has taken its toll, but now I have finally taken control. You wanted so bad to make me this thing, and I want you now to just kill the king And I am not sorry, and I am not sorry This is what you deserve And I am not sorry, and I am not sorry This is what you deserve And I am not sorry, and I am not sorry This is what you deserve