Today was rainy. I love rainy days now. I wish they came more often. I like to take walks in the rain without an umbrella. I don't know what it is, I've always found it calming. I've been so stressed lately. I've got two essays to write for my governor's school application. One is basically finished, the other is halfway there. I wish I didn't have to do all this. Sometimes it's a pain in the ass being 'gifted.' I've been talking to Mrs. Hollingsworth a lot lately. It's really nice talking to someone who 'gets it' and has the same opinions and thinks the same way I do. I don't care if she is 30 years older than me. She says I can go to her room if I ever feel like I'm going to get in an arguement in Mr. McCluskey's class. She dislikes him almost as much as I do. It's nice to have a teacher who will actually talk about people honestly. I can't wait until next year when I can take journalism and AP English. Having Math at the end of the day sucks. I can barely understand it when I am fully alert, let alone at the end of the day when all I want to do is sleep. Gah. Why are my entries so dull and incoherent? I don't know. I hope my livejournal will be an improvement. I think I use sitdiary for my boring life entries, and my livejournal for more personal and emotional entries (or at least I hope to..) and then I have a blogger for my angry ranty entries that I will probably rarely post in. But whatever. Is it sad that I have so little of a life that I have three online blogs? Yes, yes, yes. Very very sad. P.S. Thanks must be awarded to Tony, for reminding me how much I love Thursday. ********************************************* Jeez...I am a pretentious, boring, whiney bitch. 97