Listening to: HIM- Lose You Tonight
Feeling: abused
I'm supposed to be at the therapist's right now, but obviously I'm not, because I'm here telling you that I'm supposed to be there. I went last week and I regretted it once we were on the road and decided I wasn't going to talk, and I told my mother and the therapist that. But she made me talk and so I'm not going back. My mom went by herself. I have biology homework to do but I don't feel like doing it. I'm in a bad mood today and I've been bitchy, hence the title (Plus I like the song). Today we went to the little people's school. It was boring. We go back tomorrow. We better get back earlier or else my remediation teacher will write me up for being late. Don't take this wrong, I'm not in remediation for bad grades or anything like that. All tenth graders HAVE to go to remediation to get ready for some state test. I think this is so wrong, I don't need this stuff. Anyone who fails this is probably retarded. I went out to eat with my mother yesterday. I had an okay time. We went to the bookstore and she bought me The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I looked for Boy Meets Boy but I don't think they had it. Hmm. I wish she would just leave me alone though. She doesn't get that that's the only thing she can do to make me feel better. I try to tell her but she just says I think that's true but it really isn't. I tell her I know my mind better than she does. It makes me so mad when she says things like that. Only three days till spring break. I can't wait. Well, I guess I should do that biology homework. So toodles. Oh yeah, if you read this, please leave some sort of comment. Its depressing seeing no new comments. I know you don't care, but just pretend please so I can feel special.
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