So...I've got quite a lot to say. Doesn't mean I'll post it all, but there is quite a bit to talk about nonetheless. I need to lose weight. Losing 30 pounds is step one on my image improvement plan. Here's my list: 1. Lose weight. (Goal:30lbs) 2. Get rid of scars. 3. Learn how to apply decent makeup. 4. Fix teeth. 5. Get some new clothes/hair falls/tattoos/piercings/etc. (This is last because it is the easiest) I'm not going to the concert. My ride got sick I guess, so the plans are cancelled. I'd like to say it's only a concert and I'm not upset. I'd like to say that. But I can't. I was really really looking forward to seeing Bright Eyes with Ryan. That was the last time I'd get to spend time with him, ever. So...that really, really sucks. But it's out of my control. Anyway...there's much more to say that I don't feel comfortable posting here for whatever reason. Not that any of it really matters. I don't know what the point of these things are. It will probably only serve to make me even more depressed over my weight problem, but I don't know. Maybe it will help motivate me.