Second entry of the night. Surprisingly I am posting this here and not in my livejournal. (Excuse my use of lables in the following entry, but I don't really care about using them anymore.) I need a relationship. Problem is, a qualified person does not exist in my 'zone.' Emogoffs, where are you?? Everwhere I turn I see ignorant rednecks, stoners, the occasional punk/poseur/skater, and that is all. Have I ever seen a goth at school? The answer is no. Emo kids? Nope. None of these people are boyfriend material. Is it so hard to find someone who likes decent music, has style, and does not enjoy killing and eating animals and smoking pot in their spare time? Someone who is not completely obsessed with sex? Yes, it is so hard. Impossible. Everyone says "You'll meet someone when you go off to college." Well, that's not for about three years. I don't really want to wait that long. Maybe I'm too picky. I probably am. But even so, I refuse to settle. Not that I even have anyone to settle for. Nobody wants me. Just for the hell of it, have a list: What I look for in a guy 1. Decent taste in music. (ie: likes the bands I like) 2. Vegetarian/Vegan (I could bend this one, but I refuse to even consider someone who enjoys killing animals) 3. Style. This includes wearing nice clothes (dare I say, "gothy") and makeup. If I see a boy in makeup, I automatically crush on him just a bit. If the makeup is applied nicely, of course. 4. Being sXe. This isn't a must, but I don't like stoners or drunks. It just wouldn't work for me. 5. Atheist. This is pretty much mandatory. For sanity's sake. 6. Intelligence. 7. Sense of humor (has to be kind of sick, twisted, and immature) 8. Not Josh. There are probably more things I look for, but I think those are the most important. GODDAMN, I hate myself for writing this. Yet I will not delete it. I hate myself. I will post a more emotional entry in my lj, possibly tomorrow...maybe...