Listening to: The Cure- Bananafishbones
Feeling: angry
Gah. I'm extremely mad right now. I spent about three hours (no exaggerating) cleaning my house about two days ago, and by last night it was a shithole again. And no one will help me clean, because it's "too hot." Yeah, the air conditioner is broken, it's hot. But that's no excuse to live in filth. So I did what any person with some measure of sense and hygeine would do. I cleaned. And even that it seems is enough to start a fight in my house. Me, doing something that benefits everyone, and apparently that's a bad thing. Oh well. My mother has had a bad attitude since she got home, because her day was crappy at work. That's not my fault. So she comes home and bitches because the house is a mess and I guess someone ate the doughnut she wanted, (because they KNEW she would want one when she got home)but then when I actually do clean up, she says "you don't have to do that, it's too hot." I told her I wasn't doing it for her, I was doing it for myself, because I can't stand a messy house. And she got mad. But whatever. Tomorrow will hopefully be a better day. I just can't take this crap anymore.
In other news...I really, really, love The Cure.
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Sometimes, I just hate people..
That site has a bunch of The Cure songs. All for your viewing pleasure. I love The Cure too! lol. I think I'm getting too attached to My Chemical Romance. Poor Me.--
I'll come rescue you! Here I come!
~~Pink :)
annnnd. i.m sorry about your house.
and hello.
how ya been lately?
I left you an instant message on Yahoo while ago, and here I am now. I didn't want to IM you this, 'cause I didn't want everyone to see (I hope people don't frequent your comments).
I was sitting here, setting things up once again for the Dell thing, and everything is so different now for it, like I can't get the CD-RW stuff and the printer, and so on. And that got me sad (help me with this later on please), and suddenly..
Erika, please help me. I can't take this. It hurts so badly.
PLease don't leave me.
I was crying when we were talking while ago, and that's why it took me a while to say bye.
I love you, and please do some deciding as to whether or not you want to continue the relationship we have. It's in your hands, I guess.
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that
Or return to where we were
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Look under artist.
I hope the rest of your summer is amazing.
I love you,
Jess
I miss you very badly. ;-
I need me some Erika, so I can't wait until you get back, and we can talk on the phone again. I miss hearing your voice. v.v I still hope you're having fun though.
I got your offline message before, but I didn't get on until over an hour later.
Hopefully I'll get to talk to you tomorrow (today?).
I love you very much!
check them out... http://www.myspace.com/aventineca
Whee.
I'm having a good summer though.
I hope you're doing well :)