My day sucked. Here's my conversation with Josh about it... x0_nobody_0x: today was the worst day of my life. l_read_the_label_l: Uh oh. l_read_the_label_l: Tell me about it. l_read_the_label_l: :- x0_nobody_0x: well I drove again today right... x0_nobody_0x: and I had to go first. x0_nobody_0x: I was really really nervous cause I had to drive on that busy highway l_read_the_label_l: mmhm. x0_nobody_0x: and then when we got to ellerbe I kept screwing up on the turns. x0_nobody_0x: I mean horribly x0_nobody_0x: he had me going around the block where our school and the church thingy is. x0_nobody_0x: and I kept on messing up. x0_nobody_0x: and he was yelling at me. x0_nobody_0x: and the whole time I felt like I was about to cry. and then he yelled at me and I started crying. x0_nobody_0x: and eyeliner was running all down my face. x0_nobody_0x: and then I kind of got a tiny bit better at the turns and he let me stop and the other guy drove. and then he was talking about me to the other guy. x0_nobody_0x: and then I kept like getting tears in my eyes. just a little bit. x0_nobody_0x: and then the other guy drove himself home. x0_nobody_0x: and by then I was twitching and shaking and I had to get back in the car and drive myself home. l_read_the_label_l: :- l_read_the_label_l: That's very sad. x0_nobody_0x: I did better then. l_read_the_label_l: Ewika. x0_nobody_0x: and I kept going off to the right. x0_nobody_0x: and he kept yelling at me. l_read_the_label_l: I love you so much! l_read_the_label_l: I'm so sorry. l_read_the_label_l: x0_nobody_0x: and then... x0_nobody_0x: when I got home I just wanted to listen to my music. x0_nobody_0x: and my cd player wouldn't work. x0_nobody_0x: so I was messing with all the plugs and stuff and it still wouldn't work. x0_nobody_0x: and then I had to take the entire top off of it to make it work. x0_nobody_0x: and then Jake peed in the living room and I had to clean it up. l_read_the_label_l: :- l_read_the_label_l: I hate all that happened. x0_nobody_0x: I am a horrible driver. x0_nobody_0x: really. x0_nobody_0x: and he's bragging about how his kids could drive when they were nine. x0_nobody_0x: and then he complains that our parents didn't take the time to teach us about driving. x0_nobody_0x: and I was thinking that its not our parents job to teach us how to drive. x0_nobody_0x: its yours you bitch. x0_nobody_0x: and our parents probably respect the law that says people who have no permit or license can't drive out on the road more than they care about what's easier for you. l_read_the_label_l: Exactly. l_read_the_label_l: You should have said something about that. l_read_the_label_l: Well. l_read_the_label_l: I won't say that. x0_nobody_0x: and he was saying that its not humanly possible not to raise your voice to someone who isn't getting what you're saying over and over. x0_nobody_0x: he made me feel stupid. l_read_the_label_l: When you hurt so bad there's nothing you can say. l_read_the_label_l: He's really sorry. l_read_the_label_l: He should think about what he says. l_read_the_label_l: Well. l_read_the_label_l: I hope Mr. Little gets his feelings hurt. l_read_the_label_l: I mean.. l_read_the_label_l: His kids got shot up so.. l_read_the_label_l: He should have taught her kids not to mess with people that are going to get them killed. l_read_the_label_l: his* x0_nobody_0x: hah. l_read_the_label_l: See.. you think you should feel sorry for people that only have seven or eight good fingers or people that have lost a loved one.. l_read_the_label_l: But it seems like those people are assholes. l_read_the_label_l: And I'm also sorry for generalizing. x0_nobody_0x: its true though. and the other thing is he kept saying how easy it was. x0_nobody_0x: that it wasn't difficult AT ALL. he stressed the AT ALL. x0_nobody_0x: and I was like...well maybe not for you cause you're old and you've done it for a long time. x0_nobody_0x: I've never done this before. So maybe, possibly, its not so easy for me. x0_nobody_0x: and he bragged about how he was driving a tractor trailer when he was twelve. l_read_the_label_l: he needs to get over himself. x0_nobody_0x: I don't give a flying fuck what he was doing when he was twelve or when his kids learned to drive. x0_nobody_0x: he just needs to help me learn. x0_nobody_0x: and I'm sorry if it doesn't come so easy to me l_read_the_label_l: Ooh yeah.. you don't get Comedy Central anymore do you? x0_nobody_0x: nope. x0_nobody_0x: thats another thing that ruined my day. x0_nobody_0x: or nickelodeon or mtv. x0_nobody_0x: and its not dish networks fault. l_read_the_label_l: You have to get Direct or cable. x0_nobody_0x: Viacom or whatever is charging a bunch of money. x0_nobody_0x: and Dishnetwork didn't want to raise there prices. x0_nobody_0x: thats what I told my mother. x0_nobody_0x: she said that if it doesn't cost too much to switch we will.