all of my blind ambition left me deaf with perfect vision

Listening to: The Dresden Dolls
Feeling: sinful
So, I'm still really, really sick. Almost as sick as the time I got mono and had to be hospitalized. I's horrible. When my nose isn't running it is stuffy, and I think two flaming porcupines are mating in the back of my throat. Well, that's how it feels at least. I keep coughing, which aggravates said porcupines and makes it even worse. My back is killing me, I have a migraine, and well lets just make a long story short and say there isn't one bit of me that feels okay. I missed two days of school and I'm lucky that we have no school tomorrow anyway or I might have to miss it too. I basically stay in bed all day eating ice cream and drinking tea. I'm taking a bazillion medicines but none of them seem to be doing much of anything. I'm completely miserable. So, how is everyone else doing? :) P.S. Yes, I ripped off the porcupines bit from Amanda Palmer, but whatever. I liked it. thirty whacks (c) the Dresden Dolls thirty licks with a belt - playing tricks on myself and i wonder if everyone else is this way a succession of tests a triumphant success each time it’s still intact at the end of the day thirty drops in a glass - keep my temper and pass with my breath held you bastards i’ll get you! but then - its not really so bad, there’s still mom there’s still damage to do before they wrest the axe from my hands its no mystery: you should obviously go before i break everything you’re always telling me that youre dying to know but you’re not really listening how do i manage to station myself in harms way and only get hit with a ticket for loitering that i have no means to pay - and no strength to argue the voices are infesting up through the floorboards and they’re murmuring murder me if i could shut them out just for an hour i swear i could stop this catastrophe thirty day guarantee but that can’t include me after all i’m at home in this childproof world no sharp corners or glass no small objects or plastic bags please, these are death to a delicate girl its no mystery - you should obviously know that i’ll destroy everything so dont keep telling me that youre dying to know cause you’ll get what youre asking for how can it be that i still put myself in harms way and only get hit with a ticket for loitering that i have no means to pay - what kind of place is this? now all the voices are screaming this just isnt fair but i’ve got a fool proof plan if i can get them alone for an hour i swear it’ll look like an accident i could be decent yet i’ll make up for everything i could be president.... 142
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Well my sickness is just now passing. Everybody is sick, for real. Brittany says I started hers. 'Cause she got sick just as I started getting better.
Mine lasted for over a week.

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Bert. Awechume!

Feel better.
:( That sounds pretty bad. I hope you feel better soon though.

It will be okay :)
Love your hair. Sorry you're sick. I hope you get better soon.--
Well, I probably won't go to Ozzfest becasue my parents won't let me. It's all good though.

Yay! I"m glad you're feeling better. Ya, on JSR direct, there are like 4 different VAC shirts. SO COOL. I luff that site. It's so cheap!!
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Thats the My Ruin shirt.
Whoa mang.
I have this thing for eyelashes. ;D

pic plz!
No really, take a picture of it. Or I will gut you.

(Please :-( )
Heyiie.

Your make-up was nice today. ;D

Hmg. Me'sa bored.

Do you get on the Internet as often? Whenever I'm on, it seems like you aren't.

Well, I don't really know what ta say.

I'm leavin' my internet on, if you get on anytime soon. I'll probably be glancing.

BYE