With only echoes proving that I'm here with all the wraiths, for all these years and I have no desire to leave. So, as SitDiary finally is getting a new server and will be down for a few days, I figured I would update before then. While sitdiary is down I will be writing in my livejournal, which is Friends Only, but if you have a livejournal you can comment on my Friends Only entry and I'll add you. My livejournal username is idespair. For those of you who are lazy, the url is http://www.livejournal.com/users/idespair. Or for those of you even lazier, just click on the "webpage" link above. As it happens, my life has been utter poo lately. Someone I knew died. I didn't even realize I knew him until days after it happened. We weren't really friends, but it's strange to know he's dead all the same. One of my good friends was close to him, and he was upset about it, as was my favorite teacher, who I consider my friend. I'm lonely, in love with two people I can never ever have (please don't ask, because I'd rather not tell), my cat may or not have to be put to sleep, and I'm suffering from sever depression. The good news is that I watched a great movie last night, the original Dracula starring Bela Lugosi. It was great because I could laugh at the horrible special effects and painted sets, but the movie was still a great classic. So, how is everyone else this Terrific Tuesday? This Celluloid Dream-AFI Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?" But they never stopped playing "their song" Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers On a freezing note, I resonate Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realized I never began Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey... grey... You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt P.S. Just to clarify, the lyrics posted in the previous entry were not penned by myself, but by a wonderful band called The Dresden Dolls. Check them out now! Seriously. Go to launch and watch their two videos. You will love it.