Thursday watch the walls instead...

by idespair
Listening to: Slipknot
Feeling: disappointed
Well, my painting did not turn out at all like I hoped. :( I can't stand how the letters look at all. As soon as I can figure out how to draw onto black paint I will redo them. If anyone has any ideas I'd be grateful for help. I actually got to wake up on my own terms today. It was nice. I got up at around twelve and drank an entire pot of coffee. The day went by pretty quickly. I really don't have much to write about at all. Darn. Oh yeah, the AFI secret site is not working for me. I really wanted to go to it. I don't think I ever have, and I've had sing the sorrow since before Christmas.
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Hey...I like ur journal. Specially the top part.
[Anonymous]
They probably took it down. That's what happens to all secret sites eventually.
Hey,Where in the Bible does it outlaw homosexuality...I read your comment in Armand's diary and was cruious to know...as I am one forced to go to church as my family is quite religious,and my Dad is becoming a deacon. Yet I share your views on that aspect and have always,tho i have discovered recently i'm bisexual, which just makes the fact of the chruches beliefs harder on me, knowing my Dad will never accept it if he finds out.
[Anonymous]
(cont'd) and I did not honestly believe it was written in the Bible...I thought it was jsut the homophobic priests and ppls idea that they imposed on the church. I was also watching a program on homosexuals rights and one of the reverands said there was actually a passage in the Bible where 2 men were in love and nothing bad was told of it. So I dunno...but I do believe the same as you and Armand (grilledcheesey) do.

[Anonymous]
Actually it does interest me now...lol...my e-mail is singingdiva2489@yahoo.com
Thanks.
[Anonymous]
Sadly, I learned the mistake in which you fear to open up so easily. Attila has learned to when to let go of those that she calls friends. Those that I spoke of in the entry were people that would only say hello to me in school. And today just decide of the many days in which they could have, to suddenly realize something is troubling me and that I may need help. Something has always troubled me even before Matt died.
[Anonymous]
But something or someone is always troubling a part of someone's mind are they not? Or then we would be living in Plesantville and that would be worse than this hell we already find ourselves in. I respect YOU, Erika for making the life choice to become sXe. I have been since I was 11, the same year I started cutting and a vegan since I was seven. It is one of the best choices one can do for their lives, maybe Attila only thinks that.
[Anonymous]
Not everyone has the same passions or thoughts like Attila does, or Erika does for that matter. No, Erika, you need not to speak words to cheer me up intentionally, just receiving your comments lessens my doubts that people have forgotten about me, a paranoia or fear of mine if you will. So to make Attila somewhat happy, just do not stop commenting without some words as to why first. Deal?
[Anonymous]
Yes, Tuxdeos are lovely things, almost as wonderful as Chocolate Soy Milk, no better yet. Eating tuexedos with a chocolate Soy milkshake. Oh, Attila cannot go a week without that delicious combination. Another suggestion of vegan treats for you, my love. I wish I had advice for you about your painting but I would have to see it first. Sorry. The best of weekends to you. Mucho amor mi amiga.
Signed,
Attila the Hun Princess
[Anonymous]