I have a new header pic(duh) made by x_sweetcalamity on livejournal. It kinda doesn't match my diary, since it's white, but I really liked it so I used it anyway. I had to work at the community theater tonight and last night. Well...at least I thought so. Last night was fun (somewhat) because at least Kelly was there so I had someone to talk to. But not tonight. I really didn't have to work at all! Grr. I went through a shitload of trouble for nothing. But I stayed anyway, because I need the beta club points, and I wasn't about to call my grandmother to come pick me up after she had taken me to buy something to wear and then brought me to the theater. But anyway. I'm really disappointed about something, but I feel bad about being disappointed because I should be disappointed about the thing that caused the thing I'm disappointed about, but I'm not so much. Whoa that was confusing. But I can't really talk about it here, or any of my other journals. Oh well...private entry, here I come. I really want to write (poetry and prose) but I am extremely tired. I dunno. P.S. People...stop trying to be profound. It isn't thought provoking...it is just annoying. 98