So, I know I haven't really been updating. I've been writing in my livejournal, because the things I had to say just fit better there. I really don't have much to say, other than I carved pumpkins today. I made mine the nephilim/bat from the Art of Drowning album. I took a picture. I'll post it in a few months when I get my camera film developed. In other news, I've found out some interesting things regarding B2. (B1 and B2 are my secret love interests.) But that's for me to know and for everyone else to hopefully never find out. My mom bought me 3 new shirts. One spiderweb mesh top, a new Crab Scrambly shirt (my old one got ruined) and an Edward Scissorhands top. I was really surprised and grateful. I guess that's it. I don't know...I want this all to just..stop. This entry marks song number 18 for Attila. So it's the end of my planned songs for her. That doesn't mean that things I post in the future won't be meant for her. But anyway. The Nephilim-AFI Swing through sadness Tears of joy Curse the sunlight Arsenic for the girls and boys. Drink the madness Smoke so coy Smile injection Serum of a will destroyed Serum of a will- Serum of a will destroyed The seasons change-change without me. I remain ... In shadows growing wings. The spirit song still surrounds me In refrain ... In shadows growing wings. Like an angel with two broken wings Reach to the sky again. Like a devil meant for better things I will find my place on high The seasons change-change without me. I remain ... In shadows growing wings. The spirit song still surrounds me In refrain ... In shadows growing wings.