Well my computer is really really messed up, I can't use it at all anymore. I'm writing this from Ashley's right now. I'm going to take the hard drive out and let my grandpa fix it if he can. But for a while there probably won't be any updates for a while. I had been off of my anti-depressants for a while, and I thought I was all better. But I guess I was wrong, because I'm getting that old familiar feeling again. I REALLY don't want to go back onto medicine again. But I also really really hate feeling so hopeless and all. On a third hand, no amount of medicine will make that stuff go away, really. Well, I don't want to monopolize Ashley's computer, and I really have absolutely nothing to talk about really, so I guess I'll end this for now. I will try to update from school, but I don't know. I will talk to all of you when my computer is fixed. Bye bye now. P.S. Josh, please don't comment anymore. I wasn't really planning on cutting you out of my life, but maybe I should.