"Did you ever find yourself looking to objects around you and with each glance everything just becomes too much?" Yes, Attila, I know exactly what you meant. Someone please tell me I'm not the only one who has dealt with something like this the way I have. It's been over two months and I'm still not totally over it. I just wish I could know what she said about me. Get some closure or something. What is wrong with me? And it isn't just this...it's everything. I know I'm not making sense...but I guess that doesn't matter either. I just want to be okay. I'm numb yet I feel everything. I just want some middle ground. But yet...I might miss being this way. I don't even know what's going on with me right now. I'm a wreck. And I think I've turned my friends away...like they don't want to talk to me anymore, because I can only bring them down. I don't know. I need someone to talk to. Or something. Gah. _________________________________________________ I wish I had money, a car, and a driver's license. Oh, and living somewhere that didn't suck would be nice, too.