Goddamnit, like me already. We'd be perfect.

I keep trying to talk myself out of it and all I do is talk myself more into it, and that's not fair. I don't want to ruin this, I like being friends, but what if I fuck it up, and what if I break it, and then what. I ruined yet another friendship over a relationship that might not be worth it.

Do I like you because you're great, or do I like you because you just happen to be my close male friend? I don't know. I think it's the former--but I always think it's the former.

I wish i wasn't like this.