All my life I’ve been complaining about how I have no life, that all I do is stay home alone and do nothing. Well I figured out that I am much happier that way.. Crazy as it sounds, having people around or close to me, knowing that they will eventually hurt me, makes me not be an open person. You see, I met these new friends online that live close to me, Tori, Roxy and their friends. Well, at first I was happy that I was going to meet new people and have new friends. While my stay over at Tori's house, a lot of drama happened. People fighting, people acting ignorant. And I just dislike that. So at night when everyone else is sleep, I think to myself. So I was thinking why I felt so unhappy. I mean, I just meet new friends, I'm not stuck at home on the computer, so what's wrong? And I figured out that, that isn't want I truly wanted. I don't need friends to put me down when they are jealous. I don't need friends talking behind my back. I just don't need that. I am better off alone and that is what makes me happy. And I've thought about this before, because this isn't the first time I feel like this, but it just never appealed to me. Don't get me wrong, it's nice to have a friend or two. But I don't need to always contact them or see them.