I'm trying to taste a little of everything before its my time. So please, try not to judge. I'm not necessarily afraid to grow up, but more afraid of facing those problems that I only knew grown-ups faced and never understood. And having to come to terms that maybe I might get a trust fund, or marry a wealthy spouse. But never knowing which will run out first. -I can't seem to finish things I start. It's not that my mind goes blank, I just stop seeing the purpose of why I even started in the first place. And can someone please tell me what is the right way of doing things and how are my ways wrong? If I'm not mistaken, mistakes are there to learn from. So why aren't I learning? I can't keep waking up in the mornings with the purpose of having to pee. I need more purposes. But when I start to think about one. I lose it at end. So I guess I'll just keep peeing.