sounds like you have a nasty case of existential depression. if i'm right, i know what it feels like. something i've struggled with for a very long time. so long, that i've even looked into religion. just something to ease my heart when i think of death and the cruelty of the world we live in. kind of gives you a little hope for the days ahead.
just remember, there's more to life than this.
just remember, there's more to life than this.
*hug*