I was told lies once to many times. I was hurt, once again. The only person I am able to blame, is the grotesque person looking back, in scathed mirror. I tried to say no. I tried to feel nothing at all. My body rejected my mind. I was in a state of irateness. Tears did nothing but make my eyeliner run. My curses did nothing but threefold back. It’s time to let my demons free. It’s time for me to see, what’s been in front of me. Apologies mean nothing, but stabs say more. This is nothing more, but another scar added to my scarify- up heart. Another story, another experience. For all the fools out there, who will do the same. Don’t let your mind chose, what your heart doesn’t feel.

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