Televison lite bedroom. With a mattress with no frame on the floor against the wall. If only the wallpaper wouldn’t crack, life would make much more sense. As you lay on the aged-mattress and you feel the springs pushing against your ribs, you can also feel the weight of the world pushing you down towards the springs. The room is tinted disarrayed blue, sometimes there’s a flicker and quick change in color scenery on the cracked wallpaper. But your mind doesn’t attain it, it’s filled with thoughts and atrocious ideas that would make any transsexual's tights run. masturbate verb 1. stimulate sexually; "The old man wanted to be masturbated by the prostitute" 2. get sexual gratification through self-stimulation