I feel so horrible sometimes. I don't know what to do when this happens...i think i should go mow the grass, but i think it's too early. I hate talking on the phone, it makes everything seem so distant than they really are. I hate it. well, i dont mind it sometimes. I can't wait until my birthday party so i can see all my friends...i'm debating if i should call my dad and tell him about it...i know that if my mom and pat plan on staying the whole time, that it wont be good...but i dunno what's going on. I planned this party before i even asked for thier permission...but it's all good cuz it's not herre. I guess there are some advantages to working at a bowling alley...one of them defiantly isn't the salary.