M. shadows (above) is one of the sexiest men alive. He's from avenged sevenfold, incase you didn't know. they, and atreyu are the only bands that i like that scream...but it's the perfect mixture of actual singing and screaming. Avenged's new cd is all singing though because my sexy god would have lost his voice if he continued to scream...they're awesome, i love them. next subject, i used to roll my eyes and be pissy and in disgust when dwayne made me listen to hatebreed ....but i could recently understand the lyrics and the music is awesome too...and beccause he puts up with me when i act like that, and ignores it....i found this song with the best lyrics known....i will type them for you. "The question they keep asking me. How can one so young be so bitter and angry Well the answer is plain to see Just look around at this world that we're living in. It's die and let die, Take or be taken from And there's nowhere to run Who do we look to What have we done These times have taken the best from us. All I see is killing Another day, another vendetta There is so much suffering Another day, another vendetta I see the homeless standing out on the streets On every corner, they're asking for money I try to help them whenever I can but sometimes I can't afford to help myself. I see diseases and modern plagues of our time The greed of our leaders have made them blind To our problems, they spend millions over seas While people right here are fighting wars everyday All I see is killing Another day, another vendetta There is so much suffering Another day, another vendetta All you can do is stay close to what is true to you. Stay close to what is true to you. All you can do is stay close to what is true to you Stay close to what is true to you. Never let go of what you strive for. Hold tight, never let go Never let go of what you strive for. Never think you can't make a change. All I see is killing Another day, another vendetta There is so much suffering Another day, another vendetta" Another subject, thank you to anyone reading this who came to our baby shower...it was great! We're so overloaded with stuff now, all these cute outfits....saturday night dwayne and i went through everything and took the tags off...our whole couch was FULL of stuff....i've been washing all day and getting things organized...it's kind of depressing though because i want him now!! but we'll have him soon enough...if you think about it...7 weeks is not that far a way....especially if you consider how fast the weeks have been flying...and hopefully it's less than 7 weeks.....but only if he's healthy. i love him already he was so active today...it's like hurricane dante in my stomach..... much love, i'm in a goood mood, -tonya