so boring...i hate that dwayne works 3rd shift...because then he's sleeping like all day and i get really bored...i can't watch tv...cuz his little brothers are watching it and i don't want to 'invade' alissa's tv or whatever....cuz i'd have to sit on her bed to watch it....the swivel thing will not move....I can't get on the computer today (i'm at the library) because his mom is getting something fixed on hers....i have my resume all written out...but to print it at the library i have to pay 25 cents...i really want this housekeeping job...i would absolutely love it...unless of course the people turn out to be psychos....but that's not too different then if i lived at home...so, here i am at the library trying to kill time...and then i'm going to go to denny's to try and get this pay check thing figured out....it's been like more than a week but two people were supposed to leave linda a message and she hasn't returned my call....so now, i have to go deal with debbie...this will be soooo much fun!!! i want to find a book to read....but i owe a dollar from the other library cuz i forgot the white thing in the back of the book ...but i have it with me..so hopefully they'll accept it and take my fine away....i hate living with dwayne....you think i'd like it?!?!? well, i would if i could just live with him!! but that's not gonna happen....i just wish i had somewhere else to go....i seriously just want to take off in my car and drive where my wheels take me...but you can't sleep in your car now a days...which sucks and i can't afford a hotel room..dammit, why the fuck didn't my parents have an abortion...