Finally done with this history essay! Why can’t we write essays on things like the history of animals and stuff?? That would be sooo much better! I’m kinda liking this “do all your homework and then go straight to lunch” day. Last night was so much fun. First, Dwaynie came over and we laid upon my bed cuddling and talking. It was great, I love it when we actually talk instead of acting like retards. Then we went over to the alley to get the special….mmmmmm….As I was walking Dwayne to his car to go home his dad calls him and asks him to take his brothers to Judo. Dwayne asked if I wanted to go along (since I used to be in judo, I was like “hell yea!” that’d be so cute and funny!) so I went along. It was from 7-8 and Dwayne showed up at my house at 6:55. I am the type of person that likes to get to places like 10-15 minutes early. So as I jumped in his car I was freaking out that the kids would be late….I mean, I didn’t tell him to leave late. I felt bad that I was freakin’ out because he came to pick me up, which made them even later..But anyway…I did notice the way that I care about the kids. It’s almost as if I pretend they’re mine so that I give them the attention they need and the comfort and love they need as well. Dwayne would be good because he’s good at looking out.(along with many other reasons) Dillon got hurt and started crying…Dwayne noticed the minute it happened..even though he wasn’t paying attention. That was really good looking out. He’s a good big brother when he’s not being mean. Derek, Dillon and Alissa are lucky to have him. No, actually, his parents are lucky they have him…Even though they’re bitches to him and treat him like a worthless loser….I don’t think they realize how much he helps out. His dad just belittles him too, but not at harshly. Oh well, Dwayne wants to get out of his place and I want to get out of mine…so hopefully, someday soon that’ll work out for us.