i got fired from my job on friday, got two bills in the mail saturday. my biggest worry was getting medical benefits...i got that taken care of but i'm still lost and confused. Who is gonna hire a pregnant 18 year old who needs off in a month for a week for her honeymoon....and if i wait until after that to get a job..it will be even harder because i'll be showing and who wants to hire a pregnant girl? i'm such a fuck up....but what more do you expect from me? It's not like i have good parents who could have provided me a safe environment...or who actually wanted me...who could have helped me through school and encouraged me to follow and make my dreams come true....what more do you expect.....? and the chaos continues...