Listening to: devil music
Feeling: devoted
devoted to dwayne. It's thanksgiving, last wednesday i got my tonsils and adnoids taken out. It was seriously the worst thing that has ever happened to me. It hurt sooo bad. I'm currently at my dads. Since when was eating painful? Eating is supposed to be fun! right?! Everyone's all like you should be fine by now, since when does it take so long to heal? Well, it's not your body, it's not your throat. TRUST ME, if it came right down to it, i'd eat EVERYTHING in sight, you probably would too if you haven't ate for 8 days. besides 3 bites of jello at a time, the same as italian ice and applesauce, and only one whole popsicle. Before i got them taken out everyone was like "ohhhh ice cream is the best part" that's wonderful, my doctor told me icecream wasn't good because it produced flem. On friday i had to go to the hospital cuz i was dehydrated. It sucked, i felt like i was dying and i was blue....I've been a bitch to my mom and i feel bad but i was like "mam, if you didnt eat (at that point) for 7 days, how would you feel and be acting?" I'm getting so sick of living at home it unbearable. I could save $1200 for starting college in the summer, but nooooo i'm not allowed to move in with dwayne until i turn 18 (in august) and i want to move in and get settled so i dont have to worry about school, moving, dwayne, and work all at the same time....then i'd only have to worry about dwayne, school and dwayne....well i'm out....we're going to his aunts house soon.
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