This morning was beat. I didn’t feel like waking up, but I had to. I missed Dwayne the very moment that I woke up, step foot in school and in the cafeteria, like everyday I think of something that happened last year during lunch when he was here. I REALLY wish that I wouldn’t have broke up with him last year. That’s number two on my most stupid things I’ve ever done in my life. I’m in a pickle. I want to go to gala REALLY bad, I $120 in my dresser drawer, but I’m trying to save it to buy a car. There’s only one last dance (besides prom) that I’ll ever have again, I feel that I should take advantage of it…. You’ll always have more money come to you, but you don’t always have school dances with someone who means everything to you. Dwaynie and I are soooooo good right now, and I miss him and I love him. Also, tonight I was thinking about telling my parents that I don’t want to go to college. I need time to think about what I want to do with my life and I’m not sure that it’s to go to college. Granted, I don’t want to work a dead end job for the rest of my life, so a college education in needed for that…..but I can’t see paying money for an education when I’ve gotten free education all my life. Tonight, after school I also have to take a letter to my boss explaining a certain situation to her. Then, I was thinking about calling Central Penn and telling them that I’m pregnant so I need to with drawl from CP and it would really be helpful to have the $100 back that I sent in. I need to go now so I can get these papers corrected. Dwayne, “I’m gonna marry you, my love.”