I can't believe i'm not tired! i couldnt fall asleep last night, i just COULDNT! I think i finally feel asleep somewhere between 4 am- 4:30 am...it blows. My mom came home early from work today..so i stole the car and went to walmart...then i drove 60 mph on 114 to see my babie dwaynie. His kids and i made cookies...actually i just sat there and watched my baby in an apron and his brothers whining cuz they wanted to do it...but we all know that 5 and 7 year olds are no good around mixers. Hell, i even make a big mess. I wasnt even sitting there the whole time...i wanted to take a nap on dwaynes comfy bed...but i failed to fall asleep. once again. I love my dwayne..that's all thier is to it. Nothing, nobody, ever , is gonna come between us...You hear that dwayne? NOT EVEN PAT! You know i'd put my life on the line for you. If you jumped off a bridge, i'd be right behind you. Not just cuz i'm like everyone else or whatever that shit was...just cuz i love you and i dont wanna spend my life without you.