I was listening to this on the bus today. It was great cuz this weekend Dwayne was singing it in his car when we were driving. I can see him in my head and hear how he sounded. He sings it sooo hot! Yet, another great weekend with my babie dwaynie. Tonya Deimler, how’s that sound? I’m gonna have to get used to it, cuz I’m gonna marry him! He’s the bestest ever! I always feel like a baby when I’m with him. Things always seems to sink in and I start to cry when he’s around. I like to cry with him though because he’s the only one I can confide in and he (almost) always knows how to make me feel better. This weekend though, he couldn’t. But he’s right, It’s my decision. I keep going through this thing…go to college, take a year off and then decide. I just don’t know and It’s so head banging. I guess I’ll just work and work and work and then go to hacc….What pisses me off though is that I went through so much shit so fast and stressful to get paperwork into central penn…but I guess it doesn’t matter….i get stressed all the time..lots of different things. My parents said that I can decide. But what I decide, they won’t like. It’s my life, what are they gonna do? I gotta go now and go to homeroom.