I currently have one of those feelings that i have when i was a freshman...like there's something mysterious about me that i have yet to figure out...mysteriously beautiful. I love this feeling, but i hate it when it goes away. I'm in the library before homeroom...i know i'm a dork...but who says that's a bad thing? Okay, now i'm really getting tired of not having the internet at home, now i can't tell you all how i feel at the exact pin point. I wish i'd have time, but i dont so you'll just have to settle with what i do give you. Homecoming was great with Dwayne, everyone asked me how it was i replied "GREAT!, it was the best dance EVER" momma T (debbie) said "it all depends on who you're with" damn right maniac you betta watch your back! I'm looking at a college right now called Robert Morris University in Moon Township, on Tv Production...it's in pittsburgh...the township itself brings good feelings for me. Moon Township, i mean, come on, it must be holding some sort of magical power...i must go seek and find. I hate how i'm like "YES COLLEGE one week" and "NO COLLEGE WILL SUCK AND I'LL MISS DWAYNE" the next week. It's a never ending struggle...i mean, i guess whatever is to happen will, and so i'll wait to find out what it is. I mean, what would be the problem if i had 4 kids and was only a waitress? Some people would be fine with that, but other people would think i was stupid and not have a future...i dunno i need help but noone seems to be able to help me. :( I would like one of my daughters to be a gymnast/dancer maybe Morrigan Alexandra, a name like that is bound to have beauty. DAMMIT the bell jsut rang..