i'm so excited, everyone i know that is pregnant is having a boy! yay! now they can grow up together and be playmates, how cute. i can't wait to wear normal clothes again, i can't believe how many stretch marks i have already....how do the stars get rid of their stretch marks? it sucks to know that i'll never have the body i once had (which wasn't that great then, but now it sounds good) but it's wonderful that i'm going to have a human being that's mine...well, half mine...but still, to look at a person and know that i put him here....even though this world is a horrible place, we're going to give him the best life that we possibly can and he's going to be wonderful.....or i'll kick his ass hahaha:) i wish so bad that he had is own room, i mean he won't know the difference but i will....and the basement will be too cold and he'll grow up to be depressed cuz it's so dark and dreary down there....dammit tonya shut up...one of our regulars today at work said "count your blessings, not your troubles" and i'm going to try and keep that in mind. it's really good ....so let me rephrase my last sentence, i'm so glad that dwayne and i have shelter and food for our baby to live in. we're lucky to have what we have and we are thankful. i'm gonna go find something else to do now, have a good day!