I'm not sure how it sounds when i say this, but it's very important to me. We are so lucky that we didn't get hit with that hurricane. Those poor people in mississippi and lousiana. God is killing people everywhere with these natural disasters....doesn't it say in the bible that one day the world will end with natural disasters? am i correct with that? i'm not quite sure....but while we're here complaining about the price of gas, there are thousands of people homeless down below us....i think i'm more affected by this than that tsunami because it's actually in my country. bush said it's going to take 2 years for the citites to get back to normal. I want to go and volunteer at the red cross thing but you have to be 21 and i'm pregnant and i cant.....I want to donate money but dwayne and i can't really afford to now. (and who knows it will actually go to what they say it'll go to) and they take so many taxes out of our paychecks weekly, why can't they use some of that moneY? I may be a bitch, but i really care about people. seriously, i'm the type of person that would do anything in the world to help someone out....but when you do that you seem to forget that more than 50% of the time you get fu*ked with your pants on. so it's a lose lose situation...even though it makes me feel good when i help people. i should seriously do something that involves the elderly (like for a living) old people put a smile on my face and make me happy just by looking at them....i'm not sure why, it just does. I wish i wasn't so bitter, i dont know what my problem is.