so i'm 37 weeks now, i have my weekly doctor's appointment tomorrow. Holly, my manager is convinced that i'll go into labor this weekend...i think it's funny....she only thinks that because she's going away to ohio to her baby shower and she says it's just her luck for something to happen....but i'm not gonna go into labor this weekend...although it'd be funny if i did...cuz then she'd be right. Being pregnant is great, but at the same time i want him out. Like, i'm sure i'll miss feeling him move inside or me, it's an amazing feeling....but i'm so huge and uncomfortable. It's so strange to think that right now (inside of me)he's old, like, he's all grown up ...but then when he comes out he's brand new again..and then the cycle is over...he'll just get older and older and give an attitude to the woman who carried him around for 9 months. and be disrespectful...like all kids and teenagers..that's just going to tear me apart. I kinda feel bad for the kid, cuz between dwayne and i, we're going to be pretty strict. but in the end it'll be worth it because he'll be a handsome, successful, well mannered young man!!! i decided that if he's going to go to college, he's going to work towards it and save his money from any job he does....we're going to save money for him too.....but he'll be paying for most of it....i think that's the only real way for kids to learn..take, for example all those spoiled little shits whose parents pay for it and they just skip all the time....i feel, that if they worked towards paying for it, they'll get more out of it and appreciate it. that's the plan for now...awww, my bubbi just used a tissue...i think it's adorable when he uses one cuz he never does.