lunch. gym. study hall. history. assembly. Waste of time...i have no urge or want to be social with the people in my grade at my school. I wish dwayne would have stayed with me this morning in the auditorium.....sitting there, by myself...great fun..at first i enjoyed it...i like being by myself...but towards the end i was lonely and in tears...i could totally go sit with someone...but i just don't have the energy to start a conversation...i wish i knew what was wrong with me...it's obvious that my priorities are different than thiers...all they care about is being popular and going to parties....i'm worried about making the honor roll, practicing my guitar and giving love to my darlin' babybubbibunkerboo!.....