i guess it's time for a new entry. Our game plan is...for dwayne to finish school, because he's almost done..and then i made him promise to make me go back, no matter how hard it is and he always keeps his promises! instead of going to school to be a nurse, i changed my mind to being a medical assistant. it only takes 2 years instead of 4 and i don't have to go through all the clinical crap...and i won't have to work 12 hour days for two years and i'll most likely have every weekend off. In the mean time, my insurance covers all the doctor's visits and i pay a $500 deductible (for the birth) and then after that they pay 70% and i pay 30%, it sounds like a good plan. The only problem is, i wasn't expecting to stay at that job for that long...as horrible as it may sound, i'll probably just stay there until everything is all paid for...then find a part time job, go to school and take care of a baby. it sounds like A LOT of work but it's got to be done...by that time, hopefully dwayne will have graduated school and be a big manager somewhere making decent money so we'll be able to make it...then after i'm done with school, we'll find a new place to live, get settled in and make more babies!! oh, and in all of that somewhere, we're gonna get married....i wanna get married tomorrow, but he doesn't have enough money to pay off the ring he got made for me months ago....