i am off school today. I felt rather pleasant when i woke up, but i made up my mind yesterday that i wasn't going today. The hamster didn't stop running on his wheel until like 11 o' clock,i was up from 6-8...fell asleep at 9, slept for about 7 mintues which seemed like hours got awaken by the telephone....then the phone rang again. My grammy is in the hospital, i was going to go with mom and alan but i didn't feel like spending 3-4 hours at the hospital, grammy doesn't want anyone to be there anyway. I decided today that i don't want to wear makeup on my wedding day just for the simple fact that i know i'll be crying. I love my Dwaynie. He's the best. Right now he's out doing a job that he hate to do but i'm sure he's still having fun anyway because he's with rich and that's just how my baby is...fun-lovin' I gotta go incase there's an emergency.