Every single day i have this constant question plaguing me: Should I go to college and further my education, get a good job and have stability? OR Start working/saving money/buying a car and continue working after high school in order to save enough money to move in with my future husband and start a family? And then work dead end jobs for the rest of my life. YES, i know that we have the rest of our lives...but what if that's what i want to do with mine?? *******We both see the anwser but we both try to avoid the reality because our happiness measurement outweighs what we need. what would be best for us.***** ---I'm not calling my dad, if he wants to talk to me, he can call me. That's the end of that, i'm sick and tired of always feeling bad thinking that i'm soooo horrible of a person when he can't even pick up the damn phone to say hi or to tell me not to be expecting him sunday morning for breakfast. --How do you feel about the name Darren? i like it alot...and it can be a boys name or a girls name...it's fun to write...try it Darren Deimler!!! P.S.- Help me try to come up with a solution to my plague P.S.S- Happy February 17th!!!!