Today sucks, mostly. First period we learned about bats, that was awesome because I love bats. Everyone is like “ew! they’re ugly!” and I’m like awwww, they’re soo cute! So that part was cool, but then I started to miss Dwayne REALLY bad and the day seemed like it would be forever. I actually, (for the most part) am enjoying Ecological field studies. I’m glad Mr. Furhman said I couldn’t drop it….Although, I’d rather be taking “child care” and “on my own” Right now I’m in BCL, but I’m taking a break because I’m almost done with the assignment that’s due the end of class on monday. Then in second period we learned a blues song in guitar, it’s really fun to play and Mr. Hartman said that we’ll be singing it next week. Third period, in math, we did the same thing we’ve been doing the past 3-4 days, (review). So that sucks and it’s boring. Then comes lunch, then gym, we did something really gay and next week in gym will be better because we’re going back to the pilates. Sixth period, is when my day took a real downfall. I had environmental concerns, we watched a movie and Mr. Robertson handed out 4 of our past tests, and I failed all of them. I just don’t understand why I fall every fucking test in that class….i think there was only one test I didn’t fail….so then I had English, we’re watching “oh brother art though” or something like that. In film, it’s relaxing when we watch movies, as long as they’re good I enjoy it greatly. Now I’m in bcl, then I’m going to study hall and I’m devoting the whole period to reading my book that I have been so neglecting lately because of working and doing homework. Then I get to leave study hall 10 minutes early to set up for my after school meeting. I hate after school meetings, but it has to be done and I have to go because I’m in charge of it. Well, I just worked more on that assignment and now I have a question, almost done, but I gotta go copy and paste this in here… I really need a hug, but I’m not allowed to hug anyone. All I really want to do is to go home and go to sleep and wait for my bubbi to show up so we can watch my favorite movie of all time underworld that he bought me yesterday….and cuddle in the dark under the candle light….just like we always do. PS- I feel bad because I was all like “dwaynie, I want you to be in a band soooo bad because I know it’ll be good…and it’s NOT THAT I’M INSECURE, bitch. It’s just that, obviously….if dwaynie and his ex girlfriends boyfriend are in a band together, if I ever feel like going to a practice or show, and she shows…then they’ll be a problem….and we all know that I can kick her ass….even though I hate fighting….if that bitch ever does anything to piss me off I’m gonna slam her. I’ll try to be civil with her I just wish that she’d leave him alone…she wants him so bad! I’m not insecure, I know my baby wouldn’t do a thing like that