so today i just kind of stayed home. i don't think i put a toe outside. which although sounds bad, is kind of alright. i find it slightly sad how much fun and how much i don't mind being alone. i think i might enjoy my company more than i enjoy others. but along with explaining my music selection. i heard about guster umm.. from seeing someone from nfty (stacy leeds!) wearing a guster shirt. i heard they were a band... so i ventured to kazaa.. downloaded some of their songs... and wow they're good. this song is especially catchy. its another song that just makes me smile. i felt kind of antsy today, as if waiting for something to happen. many times i wish my family was uper-rich. where we wouldn't have to ever think about the price of anything. we're not poor at all, and we certainly enjoy life. but i think.. that even if we were uber-rich... my parents would still look for the better deal... that just comes with being israeli. o yea. so i never thought the day would come. but my family knows the people that were shot by that palestinain gunman. they used to live in arizona. we were friends with them. the litte girl, isn't 5 as the news channels said, she's 7. that fuckin palestinian just runs up to the random car and fuckin shoots at it. for no reason. kills them A 7 YEAR OLD. how can a 7 year old's death get you a piece of land? damn i just started crying. its just i don't get it. why do they have to do that. i'm so worried for my family. i mean now its one of our friends families, what if its my 1 year old cousin next? i mean, a gunman, just a few months ago BROKE INTO A FAMILIES HOUSE AND SHOT A BABY IN ITS CRIB. and they're fuckin pissed that the israeli army goes and runs over the gunmans homes. u deserve it assholes. can't they just let them alone. haven't the jewish people suffered enough? they've got like 10 other countries. just stop hurting us.if they didn't have oil, america wouldn't give a damn. i'm done. maybe more later.